Pain,Fear,Loneliness

Pain

Pain is not just a word,

is a sadness that people go through everyday life,

when we are scared we don't know what to do or being bully by people has no heart, or maybe is just the loneliness that they fear when we are alone.

I realize pain cannot be cure by itself,

but is only the memory to us keep inside in our life's.

Fear

In life what we fear is what we get,

we all fear most is life,

you would never no what would happen in your life's.

Death, sickness, or fear of sadness.

All of this could happen anytime and anywhere.

The only thing we can do is cherish every moments in our life.

But it depends on GOD to give us that life,

as i see everyday,

everybody's life not always perfect,

we all go through had times, painful times,

but we will never forget those fears in our life's.

All we can do is move on taking it with us.

Loneliness

Loneliness, this i fear the most,

lonely is just sad,

when we alone, we will think about our past,

is just like a flash back to us,

at the end i or maybe us cry about it.

I realize that i cannot leave someone alone,

even the person has the same fears as me.

I would help that person, as the person help me a lot,

to make my fears go away.

I'm thankful for that special person.

(When you feel scared or lonely, you can always find me, so that we can be scared together, but we wont be lonely together)

another anime.

my first successful anime drawing .

my first snoppy drawing
I drew this from a newpaper artical.

My college life Chapter 1.

I study at reliance college, is not a big college, which is only a office building. But they give good education. The 1st semester was fun.i had great times with my friends, our 1st trip was to Malacca it was fun, we all when to so many places until we all feel dead, or tired.

Anyway for me it was fun, I'm glad i choice this college, even though the course is hard but there is happiness and fun, it was great and i don't have any regret. But sometimes when you in college, you will miss your old friends from secondary school, you will miss your old teacher, where they always scold you, ask you to study, ask you to help out , or even ask you ' have you finish your homework'. Man~ i really miss that life even is a hard times. Beside the teachers, i really miss chatting with my friends and guys telling me that I'm cute and we talk jokes to each other. But life has to move on, and i have to move on, so this is what i really feel when I'm in college. I bet you guys read this u also feel the same way.

I just begin with my second semester is fun and also hard. The subjects are now pain in the head.

I'm very confuse about accounts and the marketing subject, is like a total madness for me. Will I'm trying to understand it and very trying to pray that i can pass the exam. That's what I'm hoping for anyway, not only that things seem weirder in my second semester, i think it was after the MAT TA fair, things are getting weirder or more scarier in my life. Now i'm really hoping my life will be normal soon.